I was a good time for a long time
Until there came a time where I became a bad time
I was a bad time in no time!
I was a bad time in less time it took for a good time to be had.
I had to have it all
The good, the bad and the less attractive.
I have this ability to remember things back a bit differently.
Filtering through files of mental footage
Finding the finest,
Shiniest examples of being:
…not a moody, selfish problematic drinker at all…
I was a great time ‘til a late time
Wines ‘til 1am and then some more beer…
Should mention here that this is a “School night”
Whatever, didn’t care.
1 becomes 2 becomes two more, then one more
Then i see 3…
Best fall into a…
Out like both headlights on a car in a ditch…
This was my situation each night.
Fight the urge to go into the
To the back fridge and leave with an amount of piss I’m just not comfortable with telling you about.
The amount of times I took time off…
Took time to think up elaborate tales to tuck away the truth
Took Centre Stage when told not to…
I was taking everything
Not realising everything was getting taken from me too.
Too many times waking up with no idea how I got
That much money out of my savings
This jacket that’s clearly not mine.
I was in denial for awhile
And for a while
I just wanted my time to be up.
I took the time to take some time and told the time to
A lot of Sundays didn’t even exist…
Missed Midday sunshine
Missed catch ups with mates
Missed the bowl sometimes when hungover hurling…
Curling my watch around my wrist,
I set an alarm to wake up.
Tarns Hood 2020.