I have used up all of myself today.
Exhausted all of my resources and pulled out extra efforts
Like super powers.
Did I do good things today?
Yes I did.
Did I speak and eat and meet up with friends?
Did I laugh and love and be loved and feel love and wish love for everyone and everything…?
Yes, I did.
That was me.
Was I listening, absorbing,
analyzing and reforming,
Exploring the scenery,
waking up my energies…?
I’ve seen myself change,
No longer living wet and dazed,
193 days away from burning liquor,
The 3 litre piss box that made me feel sicker,
The quicker I get to the farthest away from there,
I used up all of myself today,
But I hope I managed to give you
a well needed top up.